... there's alot of tots in my mind right now. only those who met me today will noe wat are the tots. and how i am feeling now. i really do not noe y have i become like this. is it good or is it bad? for me i think its good. cause she will be happy. i once told my fren, i dun mind suffering for her. as long as it can make her feel happy i dun mind. but everytime i think of it i dunno y i'll feel like somewhere in my heart is tearing apart. i dunno y. hais.
... think i'll be sleeping early tonight. i just wan to stop thinking of all those tots. argh!!!!
...speechless, helpless and useless... ...speechless, helpless and useless... ...speechless, helpless and useless... ...speechless, helpless and useless...
