thinking of u...
... today was feeling damn sick. argh!!! whole body like damn bu zi zai. dunno wan do wat den will feel better. take medicine oso just feel sleepy. damn it man!!!
... was early for camp today. cause my sergeant came to pick me up from home. when i woke up oredi feeling sick le. but no choice but to go to camp. when i reached camp was damn pissed off. i was no diff to a taxi driver. sending ppl here and there. wtf!!! and i was told tat i had to attend a stupid mini NDP parade. some more i'm on excuse drill and marching. and i'm not feeling tat well. FUCK man!!!
... went home straight after the parade. edward asked me if i wan go out. but i didnt. cause feeling damn restless and sleepy after taking the medicine. hais.
***i tot tat by sleeping i could wash all those tots from my mind. but i was damn wrong. when i woke up all tat started to pop out into my mind. feeling just so sick and terrible. FUCK!!!